Sole Confidant

I have so many random stuffs I wanted to send you, tell or talk to you about, but you know; I can't anymore. He's not that good at making me laugh.

Hint

Dudle, you should get goggles to know what to to.

Today I watched this (yes, just a trailer) and it made me cry...

Give it a try

"It's impossible," said pride.
"It's risky," said experience.
"It's pointless," said reason.
"Give it a try," whispered the heart.

("Shhht," said Juliana.)

...

I hate the way you smile. I hate how your laugh makes me happy, and pinches my heart. I hate your beautiful eyes and the enchanting song I hear when they look at me. I hate the softness of your boobs, and the marvellous taste of your nipples. I hate how dreaming about you makes me hard, and how weak I feel when you're not next to me. I hate the dots in your neck, the shape of your nose. I hate the smell of your hair, the touch of your hands. I hate our love and passion, and the story we had. How much my heart bleeds of despair knowing we might not be together. You're better than the girl of my dreams. You're real. I hate that.

Cheesy Time

May you never steal, lie, or cheat, but if you must steal, then steal away my sorrows, and if you must lie, lie with me all the nights of my life, and if you must cheat, then please cheat death because I couldn't live a day without you.

Far in the Future

Far in the future, you might find a code. Composed of 7 numbers, sole a clever smith will be able to reforge the ring. 5 rings for 5 rows. Read the rows like Chineses, from 1 to 5, and decipher the 7 marks like Arabs.

My Muse

Her brown hair blows back in the breeze
As she strolls down my dreams
With a smile that reveals
How I am head over heels

She's an angel, I believe
Her divine, secretive cleave
And her lips I cannot miss
As she begs me for a kiss

I stand aback, aroused by envy
Mesmerized by her beauty
I never felt that much desire
Her passion light my fire

History

No one is designed for this. Who could be strong enough to love so far, to miss so much, to feel so deep? I did some research for inspiration... Can we be one of the historical couple people would remember for the strength of their love ? 

Duke and Duchess of Windsor In 1936, King Edward VIII of England gave up his throne to marry “the woman I love,” a twice-divorced American socialite named Wallis Simpson. The scandal rocked the British Empire and captivated the rest of the world, but the couple remained devoted to each other until the Duke’s death in 1972. 

Antony and Cleopatra The love affair of this Roman general and his Egyptian queen, along with their war with Rome and mutual suicide, shook the ancient world and inspired one of Shakespeare’s most celebrated tragedies. 

Burns and Gracie Allen George Burns and Gracie Allen met in 1922, married in 1926, and spent 40 years making people laugh. The comedy duo performed together in vaudeville, radio, television and films until Gracie’s final illness and eventual death in 1964. Burns, who never remarried, visited his wife’s grave every month until his own death at age 100. 

John and Abigail Adams Hohn Adams, the second president of the United States, and his wife, Abigail, shared a passionate and lifelong love affair despite the many separations they endured during their 54-year marriage. The unending stream of letters the couple exchanged for more than half a century show very clearly that they were not only intellectual equals and political allies but also deeply in love. 

Johnny Cash and June Carter Country music stars Johnny Cash and June Carter married in 1968, 13 years after they first met backstage at the Grand Ole Opry. Both were married to other people when they met, but their love eventually proved irresistible. They continued to make music together for the next 35 years, and died less than four months apart in 2003. 

Queen Victoria and Prince Albert When Queen Victoria married her first cousin in 1840, they were both just 20 years old. It was not love at first sight—their union was practically an arranged marriage—but the couple developed a deep love for each other and had nine children together before Albert’s death at age 42. Victoria mourned him for the rest of her life. 

Pierre and Marie Curie The two famous scientists met in Paris, where Marie had come to study. Their mutual love of science drew them together, and they married a year later. When Marie rejected Pierre’s first proposal because she wanted to return to her native Poland, he said he would go with her, even if it meant he would have to give up science and teach French. The couple worked together throughout their marriage and made breakthrough discoveries that led to Nobel Prizes in physics and chemistry. 

Ruth Gordon and Garson Kanin Ruth Gordon and Garson Kanin’s long and happy marriage seems to prove the old adage that opposites attract. She was religious; he was an atheist. He loved sushi; she hated it. Asked in 1980 to reveal the secret of their successful union, Kanin said, “I think the point is that we don't always agree. Agreement is deadly dull.” Yet despite their differences and disagreements, this multi-talented couple gained fame as actors, filmmakers, screenwriters, playwrights and authors. 

Alfred Stieglitz and Georgia O’Keefe When Alfred Stieglitz and Georgia O'Keeffe met in 1916, he was 52 and famous—an internationally acclaimed photographer and a leader in the New York art scene. She was 28 and unknown—an art teacher in a small town in Texas. They married in 1924, but there were problems, and by 1929 she had moved to New Mexico to paint. Despite their differences, however, the couple’s love never faltered. During the 30 years between their first meeting and Stieglitz’s death in 1946, they wrote each other thousands of letters—sometimes two or three a day. 

Andrew Jackson and Rachel Jackson Andrew Jackson was elected president in 1828, but during the campaign his opponents constantly attacked his wife, the former Rachel Robards, calling her a bigamist and a woman of loose morals because she and her first husband had divorced and, unbeknownst to her, the divorce had not been finalized before she and Jackson married. Rachel Jackson died of a heart attack in December 1828, two months before her husband took office. Jackson blamed his political enemies and never forgave them. He remained single for the rest of his life and reportedly kept Rachel’s portrait at the foot of his bed so that her face would be the last thing he saw at night and the first thing he saw each morning. As his own death approached, Jackson said, “Heaven will be no heaven for me if Rachel isn’t there.” 

Robert Browning and Elizabeth Barrett Robert Browning wrote to Elizabeth Barrett for the first time on January 10, 1845, after reading a volume of her poems. He was a virtually unknown 32-year-old poet and playwright; she was an internationally famous poet, but also an invalid and a 39-year-old spinster. Over the next 20 months, they exchanged nearly 600 letters, and she later credited their romance with saving her life. In September 1846, they were secretly married and traveled to Italy, where they lived happily for the next 15 years, until her death in 1861. 

Harry and Bess Truman They met in Sunday School when he was 6 and she was 5, but after graduating from high school together they went their separate ways. Years later, they reunited, fell in love and married. Although separated by his military service during World War I and, later, by the demands of his political career, the couple kept up a lively and romantic correspondence throughout their long marriage. Harry once wrote of Bess: "I thought she was the most beautiful and the sweetest person on earth," began his first and longest campaign — to win the heart of Bess Wallace.

Perfection

Perfection has an inner beauty that fascinates me. This is what drives my envy for knowledge, for true comprehension. This is why I want to live the perfect love with you, and be perfect for you. Watch and read what perfection can taste like. Your kisses taste similar.

You

Life is not to be regretted; life is to be loved. With you I know there will be no regrets, and I will be loved. How difficult it is to be told that we are in the good old days; how good it is to know that it is when I am with you.

Ces jours-ci

Mes journées ne sont qu'un long rêve dans l'attente de ton réveil, la nuit je vis de savoir que tu penses à moi. Je m'épuise de ne pas m'éveiller durant le jour ni de dormir la nuit. Je dépéris de bientôt dormir dans tes bras, de languir à tes cotés.

Argh

Hey you, do you love me like you "love that guy", or do you love me love me ? I think I love you love you.

Quest

Congratulations! You achieved 2% of your Quest ! The path to your eternal nirvana is closer. Find the other key if you can, and send it to your Lord.

Shower Time

The water trickles over your skin, it leaves us warm. Feeling alive, I look down, and it beats my heart, as my eyes are struck by your curves. I don't feel like such a wreck anymore. Facing up, towards the water, pounding upon my face, stress-free for an instant. Look straight into your eyes, red faced you're kissing me. The blood pumps our desire. Time just stopped for us to disappear in the steam.

Exctase

Seul sur un télésiège, je contemple la montagne autour de moi. Le vent souffle à mes oreilles et je me sens reposé. Ce sentiment intense de clairvoyance m'inhibe. Ce n'est pas le bonheur que je ressent, mais l'épanouissement d'être avec celle que j'aime. L'énergie de l'environnement me submerge, et alors que je n'ai jamais été aussi loin de toi, je ne me suis jamais senti aussi proche de ma princesse.

Manque

Et je me sens vide, insuffisant, incomplet. Rempli par la résonance de mon addiction, je survis péniblement dans ce vide effrayant. Je lui parle souvent, et aux battements chaotiques de mon cœur, elle me répond. "Ne t'empresse pas, j'arrive pour te soulager. Bientôt ta fin sera là, et le néant supplantera ta souffrance. A quoi bon se battre, alors qu'irrémédiablement nous parcourrons le Styx côte à côte." Je me sens vide. L'adrénaline de ma quête intellectuelle me noie dans un néant de connaissance. Je suis ivre des frontières à repousser. Voyage avec moi, complète-moi.

Something Good

Woke up this morning feelin' fine

There's something special on my mind

Last night I met a new girl in London, whoa yeah

Something tells me I'm into something good

She's the kind of girl who's not too shy

And I can tell I'm her kind of guy

She kissed me like I hoped she would

Something tells me I'm into something good

We danced for a night or two

But then she stuck to my mind the whole time

Can I be fallin' in love?

She's everything I've been dreamin' of

I walked her through my city and she held my hand

I knew it couldn't be just a one-month stand

So I asked to see her next year and she told me I could

Something tells me I'm into something good

I walked her to my hearth and she held my hand

I knew it couldn't be just a one-year stand

So I asked to see her forever and she told me I could

Something tells me I'm into something good

A Shower with Me Everyday...

... and you'll have the cleanest boobies on earth.

Wishes

I want to be your Frank. Can you be my Claire ?

Je serai ton chevalier Lancelot, et tu m'embrassera telle Guenièvre.

Juste un Rêve

J’ai tant rêvé de toi que tu perds ta réalité. Est-il encore temps d’atteindre ce corps vivant et de baiser de ma bouche ces seins qui me sont chers ? Je rêve d'être à tes cotés, pour embrasser ces lèvres qui me font chanter. La douceur de tes caresses hantent mes pensées, et je ne vis que pour ressentir les convulsions de ton plaisir. J’ai tant rêvé de toi que mes bras s'habituent à étreigner ton ombre et à se croiser sur ma poitrine. Devant l’apparence réelle de ce qui me hante et me gouverne depuis des jours et des années, je deviens une ombre. J’ai tant rêvé de toi qu’il n’est plus temps sans doute que je m’éveille. J’ai tant rêvé de toi, tant marché, parlé, couché encore et encore avec ton fantôme qu’il ne me reste plus qu’à être fantôme parmi les fantômes. Et comme une ombre nous nous promènerons allègrement sur le cadran solaire de nos vies. Nous danserons dans ce songe, où la pudeur d'Eros n'a plus sa place, où les vagues de plaisir feront vibrer ton âme.

Pière à la Déesse de mes Tourments

Délivre-moi, ô Maîtresse de mes Désirs, en ce jour redoutable. Voici que je tremble et que j'ai peur, devant le Jugement qui approche, et Ta Colère qui doit venir. Possède-je la force de l'âme pour mériter Ton Amour ? Donne-moi les Douleurs éternelles de Ton Désir, ô Dulcinée des mes Chagrin, et que la Lumière s’abattent à jamais sur mon existence. Aime-moi, ô Muse de ma Passion, car mon être t'es voué.

The Joker's Dices

The Dices hold the Power. The dices want the kingdom but the Joker holds the dices. Jack the Joker wants the Princess, but the Princess desires the Dices.

Jack holds the Princess with the Dices in her hands.

Aphrodite's Name

Do not dare to mention the name of Aphrodite, ô simple-minded mortal. Strange is the path when you offer your love. My dices contain my power, and they will crush your body at the first sight of weakness. If you want to offer love, be prepared to cut off your head, as you will lose the rights to your mind. Take my dices and you shall possess my heart.

Jack's Redemption

- Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn, summoned the priest. In his house at R'lyeh dead Cthulhu lies dreaming, my son. May the one true God protects us against the Olds, as His light will show us the path to Redemption.

- May I thank you, Holy Father, Precious Speaker of the One, for bequeathing to me your precious time.

- Go on, my child, as the Dreamers must speak the truths.

- I have sinned mightily, your Holiness, and know there are some sins that the Unique would not forgive.

- They are few, but the most grave. Tell me.

- The dream is strong, and I still have taste of the mighty sin. Wandering in the darkness of the plebes, in the mist of tobacco, celebrating Dionysus, I met a succubus of the Devil. As I dared to look at her, her eyes pierced my heart. My desire for lust has never been that strong, as I challenged her on the melodies of the sons of Mumford. May the One protect my sanity, as that night, I tasted Ambrosia. Her warm lips melted my conception of reality and eternity is now my destiny, as I will feel the ecstasy for the end of times. I can't but think of her hands in my hairs, her hips against mines, her rhythms controlling my senses.

- How do you know this was a creature of the Devil ?

- Such pleasure is reserved to immortals, and pity the fool that thinks he earned the right to taste the power of the Gods.

- The ways of the Lord are unfathomable, my son. Have you committed the sin of Lust ?

- Certainly I did, Father. The desire burns in my veins. My life is now dedicated to her sight. My hands are made to caress her soft skin. My blood is devoted to pulse inside her. I breathe only to get closer to her kisses...

- Enough ! Your mind is lost in the magnificence of your dream. Your immaterial sin is stronger as it is intended, even without being committed...

- And my conscience is confused. I can't but discern the reality from the dream. The taste is so real, the touch so warm, the feeling so strong. I am walking in a dream, and waking up in her arms. My existence is only a shadow of my wanders. I do not perceive anymore this reality as the only one, and I am coming to doubt even its existence.

- Am I only a creation of your mind ? Be careful as to deny the substance of a Speaker is preaching against the Dark One. Certainly you must know that none can summon him in the the ethereal dimension of a dream.

Lock

Once a day only, the key to my love can be seen. The day we are born will guide you through the space of time. As Orihime who can meet Hikoboshi only when the stars Altair and Vega intersect, you can find my secret only at the exact 分.